Taking control of my life - stage 1
I was always the laziest person I ever known. I guess that you can see the example of it especially on this blog. Thing is - I got busy, which is what this post is about. Right, let’s get back to being a loser.

About a year ago, when I was still working in Poland my general conditions were like this:
- Procrastinative,
- Overweight, 89 kg
- Didn’t feel like doing any personal projects.
These three major problems led to many dramatic implications. I would procrastinate doing many things and in the end I would forget about something or didn’t manage to do it in time letting myself and other people down. Being overweight and having no strength led to loss of self-confidence and therefore terrible relationships with people. Not to mention I always felt sleepy. That’s why anything I tried to do in my own time would eventually die out of starvation.
But then something has changed suddenly. You see I had this chat with one of my work colleagues at the company’s cafeteria. I told him about my problems and he basically suggested losing weight and getting into shape. I started doing this right when he told me, not “tomorrow”.
At first I started doing the protein diet and some jogging. It took a lot of forcing myself to lose the first 1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th and 5th kilos. When I got used to moving and realized that when I do it I actually feel a lot better I realized one thing, that for me happens to be VERY true:
In order to take control of my mind I must first take control of my body.
(I don’t claim that I invented it. Probably that’s a common knowledge that lazy people don’t know)
That means shaping my body as I want it to be. That means becoming active. In November switched from jogging to gym three times per week.
Currently I weigh 76 kg. Some people say that I’m too skinny, but mind you I am building muscles. I will eventually get where I want. The most important thing is that I measure it, control it and not the opposite. I feel confident with my body.
In October I moved to London and that had a great impact on my life. Being here on my own doesn’t only mean that I need to take care of myself and my job. It means I need to be an interesting and likable guy that people will want to spend time with.
Here comes taking control of my mind. Today I finally feel ready to start trying to achieve that. I signed up for Painting class at The Art Academy, together with my friend we started training Judo and I plan to have more and more activities so my week is 100% full. The most important part is that I am not forcing myself - I have developed a strong urge of doing things.
You see I used to spend my entire time at home in front of computer. I claimed that it was for personal programmin projects. That was simply me lying to myself and therefore a sign of little control of my mind. Since I started doing more and more I realized that I am not lazy anymore.
Doing programming, gym, judo and arts will make happy. I’m writing this because it may also make you happy.




